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I’m not perfect, Amaya…” “; sb9_messages[12] = “Not listening (or trying not to), I squeezed lemon juice in my mouth. “; sb9_messages[13] = “The acid burned my throat, dissolving my toungue, making it press against my cheek. “; sb9_messages[14] = “Everyone at the restaurant stopped eating and stared at my mom, -who couldnt seem to shut up- like a broken record. “; sb9_messages[15] = “Without effort, I managed a sarcastic “Okay,” as she ranted on. “; sb9_messages[16] = “All I needed was one comment that raised my bar, and I was done. “; sb9_messages[17] = ” We were in front of my grandparents, I didnt care. “; sb9_messages[18] = “The cycle of the mother-to-daughter control syndrome was about to end.”; sb9_messages[19] = “I was turning tables, breaking chains that had enslaved me since I could understand my mothers voice. “; sb9_messages[20] = “A silent prayer, a virtue in the middle of a hot storm rose up and appeared in my mind. “; sb9_messages[21] = “Whatever I say, Jesus, let it teach her something. Let it be for good, not in vain. “; sb9_messages[22] = “”Shut up.” I said aloud. “; sb9_messages[23] = “The shock imprinted on her face was priceless. “; sb9_messages[24] = “It faded quickly to a false anger. “; sb9_messages[25] = “I could tell that those two words moved her into some other place that she was. “; sb9_messages[26] = ” For the first time, I had the upper hand. “; sb9_messages[27] = “I had finally got her attention..”; sb9_messages[28] = “All because I spit out a phrase I’ve always wanted to say. “; sb9_messages[29] = ” “I’m not scared of you.” I said.”; sb9_messages[30] = ” “What you say doesn’t even matter to me anymore. It all hurts my feelings anyways, so I’m done caring. “; sb9_messages[31] = “You always say, ‘Is this how you talk to your mother?’ “; sb9_messages[32] = “Well do you ever ask yourself, ‘Is this how you talk to your daughter?’ “; sb9_messages[33] = “Think about it.”; sb9_messages[34] = ” I have a heart and whenever your speak, you seem to enjoy breaking it. “; sb9_messages[35] = “You are the reason I wanted to kill myself everyday when I lived with you, and now that I don’t, I feel the opposite. “; sb9_messages[36] = “Even Justin treats me better than you do. “; sb9_messages[37] = “He doesnt even have to.”; sb9_messages[38] = “You’ve lied to me, hit me, an emotionally scarred me, Mom. “; sb9_messages[39] = “You arent a mother.”; sb9_messages[40] = “Giving birth to four children will never make you a mother.”; sb9_messages[41] = “I don’t mean a damn thing to you. “; sb9_messages[42] = “But its okay, because I’m used to it. “; sb9_messages[43] = ” I’ll never ever be enough for you, and I dont care. “; sb9_messages[44] = “So thank you, mother.”; sb9_messages[45] = “Just realize nothing you say anymore will make me feel any different.”“; sb9_messages[46] = “All that fire in my heart ceased and dissolved.”; sb9_messages[47] = “A comfortable cool replaced it.”; sb9_messages[48] = “You’d think she would’ve softened or maybe cry.”; sb9_messages[49] = “She didnt.”; sb9_messages[50] = “A single tear slid down my face.”; sb9_messages[51] = “A tear of triumph that said, thanks for letting me go.”; sb9_messages[52] = “The tables had turned.”; sb9_messages[53] = “Even though she continued to lecture me, I could tell it sent a pin needle through her heart.”; sb9_messages[54] = “She would never be the same. “; sb9_messages[55] = “As we walked out of the restaurant, I felt lighter.”; sb9_messages[56] = “I had dropped that ball of anger.”; sb9_messages[57] = “I thanked God that the heaviness was gone.”; sb9_messages[58] = “The ride home was extremely quiet and tense, but for the first time, I didn’t have to force a smile.”; sb9_messages[59] = “I still pray for you, Mom..”; sb9_messages[60] = “I’ll learn to love you someday.”; sb9_messages[61] = “Thank you, Jesus.”; sb9_rptType = ‘infinite’; sb9_rptNbr = 5; sb9_speed = 100; sb9_delay = 2000; var sb9_counter=1; var sb9_currMsg=0; var sb9_timerID = null var sb9_bannerRunning = false var sb9_state = “” sb9_clearState() function sb9_stopBanner() { if (sb9_bannerRunning) clearTimeout(sb9_timerID) sb9_timerRunning = false } function sb9_startBanner() { sb9_stopBanner() sb9_showBanner() } function sb9_clearState() { sb9_state = “” for (var i = 0; i sb9_state += “0” } } function sb9_showBanner() { if (sb9_getString()) { sb9_currMsg++ if (sb9_messages.length if ((sb9_rptType == ‘finite’) && (sb9_counter==sb9_rptNbr)){ sb9_stopBanner(); return; } sb9_counter++; sb9_currMsg=0; } sb9_clearState() sb9_timerID = setTimeout(“sb9_showBanner()”, sb9_delay) } else { var sb9_str = “” for (var j = 0; j sb9_str += (sb9_state.charAt(j) == 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Jun 2013 00:53:52 -0400<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lr807hSoSF1r05d7mo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://fridaygrimes.tumblr.com/post/46498523866/love-will-tear-us-apart-handwritten-by-ian">fridaygrimes</a>:</p> <blockquote> <blockquote> <p><em>Love Will Tear Us Apart</em> handwritten by Ian Curtis.</p> </blockquote> <p>I love Curtis more than life</p> </blockquote>http://reprehension.tumblr.com/post/53335989321http://reprehension.tumblr.com/post/53335989321Wed, 19 Jun 2013 00:39:59 -0400<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/c52a438061cbcc8e77d6861c5962f68e/tumblr_momatd8zmb1rbzaywo1_500.png"/><br/><br/>http://reprehension.tumblr.com/post/53326558164http://reprehension.tumblr.com/post/53326558164Tue, 18 Jun 2013 22:22:19 -0400